why do you have to ignore.
i'd rather you say mean things to me.
i'd rather i hate you
then feel this miserable.
is a chance really that hard?
i accept so much for u.
is your own feelings all you care about?

because of you,
i wont cry on the outside anymore,
my tears are dry and my throat is sore.
and yet there u are...
so near yet so far...
happily with someone...
and yet that someone is not me...

you say you cant give her up...

and yet it was so easy for you to give me up...

forever was a lie.