have you ever tried so hard that everything turns out the way you dint want to
have you ever cried in public and put the blame on the smoke from the poor satay uncle
have you ever felt like crying practically everywhere you go
have you ever walked in the rain just to hide your tears
have you ever had such high expectations and got a greater disappointment
have ou ever thought you knew someone but you totally dint
have you ever cried in the shower just because you dint wanna let your parents know something is wrong
have you ever appeared happy in front of others but hurting inside

i hope youre happy you got what you want.
i wish it was as easy todelete memories as easy the way i deleted your messages.
i knew it.that hypocrite was gonna do just that.you must be happy.

i probably wont be going for service this week, even if i do i wont be having dinner with the cell. imma go to botanics i guess being a hypocrite is much easier?people like them better anyway :/ maybe i shouldnt have stopped "hanging out with people online :/ at least when you dont have expectations you wont get disappointments.
gota stop now.have to go model for mandy.even though i really just feel like screaming my head off.
thanks for cheering me up hulk (: youre absolutely awesome, good luck for your o's.im sure you'll do great.its nice to know that someone cares (:

with love: xue (: Y2:24 PM