everyday is a fashion show & the world is your runway.

Thursday, July 31, 2008 Y 7:41 PM

QUIZ! :D

1. The person who passed you this quiz is…
DARLING YUTING :D <3
2. Your relationship with him/her is…
VERYVERYVERY GOOD FREN CUM DARLING :D
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
hmm...damn long hair...
crazy..
always laugh till peng de xD
sux at comfortin people ;x
audi crazy o-o"
AND VERY GOOD AT DRAWING ON MSN LOL xD
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you…
hmm...she was there with me when me broke up :D
5. The most memorable words she has said to you...
hmmm...like i said she doesnt really comfort people much xD but ehm her actions cheered me up i guess o-o
6. If she becomes your lover, you will…
SHE ALREADY ISH MY DARLING ;X
7. If she becomes your lover, things she should improve on…
ERMMM...NOTHING :D I LUB HER THE WAY SHE ISH =3
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will…
DIE T-T
9. If she becomes you enemy, the reason will be…
ERM...I DUNNO o-o" BECAUSE I KILLED HER PARENTS.(and why would i do that? ._.)
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is…
GIB HER A HUGEEEEEEEE HUG WHEN SHE READS THIS :D
11. Your overall impression of him is…
hmmm....strong on the outside.weak on the inside ;x
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
hmm...maryanne wrote me a testimonial saying im...
a TALL person
a prim and proper person
a perfectionist sometimes
likes to nag at people xD
esp cherri and her
can do very well in chinese,just that i dun try very much
frankly shes very good :D
very concerened about my physical image
always counting the carbs and fats
drawings are really not bad
could be designer or cartoon drawer (._.)
overall she is a nice person :D (that is if she doesnt despise u)
13. The characteristics you love about yourself are…
ME HAIR! :D
14. On the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are..
MY FATS D:
15. The most ideal person you want to be is…
a wonderful gf ;x
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them…
thanks fr being there to cheer me up :D (and annoy me ._.)I LURB YOU.sorry if i cant control me feelings at times D:
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.DARLING :D
2.JASON! OMG @@
3.charlotte :]
4.SPADEY! :D
5.choco @@
6.janeh! :D
7.LINQ JIE<3
8.hmm...LAOLAO.LOL
9.BROOOder ;x
10.korkor(currantly in army)[Goodluck @@]
18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with at the moment?
erm.her audi couplke? @@
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
MALE.THAT STAYS IN HONGKONG.LOL
20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
OMGOMGOMG O_O NO!THEN JIE WILL HAB LESS TIME FOR ME D: AND KOR ALREADY HAS A GIRLFRIEND @@
21. How about no.8 and 5?
OMG NO! SPADEY AND LAOLAO ISH THE PERFECT COUPLE @@
22. What is no.2 studying?
jason?-.- i dun actually think he studys.lmao
23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
hmm...we hardly chat.and shes been absent from sch @@
24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
I HAVE NOOOOO IDEA @@
25. Does no.1 has any siblings?
YESH!DARLING HAS A YOUNGER BROTHER AND A YOUNGER SISTER :D
41. Is no.7 the sexiest girl in the world?
YESH!WOOT JIE! xD
42. Do you think its possible if no.4 and no.5 date each other?
erm yesh if their les.no cuz spadey and laolao ish de perfect cpl @@
43. Say something more about no.6…
hmmm...lao jane ish...HMMMM....i hab no idea @@
44. what is your relationship with no.9…
MET ON AUDI.HE QUIT.WE TALK ON MSN.HE ENJOYS BULLYING ME :] and somehow ends up to be me GOD bro ;x
45. List all the schools that no.1 to no.10 are in and originally from.
omg ARE U SERIOUS? ._.
1.DARLING->CHUNG CHENG HIGH MAIN! :D
2.JASON->erm....i hab no idea @@
3.CHARLOTTE->SINGAPORE CHINESE GIRLS' SCHOOL :D
4.SPADEY->NO IDEA @@
5.CHOCO->Sembawang Primary Sch
6.JANEH->WRSS? @@
7.JIE->presbyterian high :D
8.LAOLAO>HES NOT IN A SCH.HES OLD ;X
9.BROder->hmm...no idea.but hes having summer brk now.and working part time job that his father got him xD (THROUGH A FRIEND)
10.KORKOR->NOT IN SCH @@ CURRANTLY IN ARMY
46. What would you do if no.10 hates you?
erm i dunno @@ theres nothing i can do bah >.<
47. Which of the following are in a relationship?
JASON.
SPADEY.
CHOCO.
JANEH.
LAOLAO.
KORKOR.
:D!
48. How did you first meet no.3?
hmm...primary school @@
49. How would you react if no.3 and no.10 are together?
LOOOOOOOL! SO NOT GONNA HAPPEN -.-
50. Last question! What would you do if no.4 tells you she is pregnant?
LMAO! i wont be surprised. in fact. i would probably be her childs godmother.xD LOL ;x


with love: xue (: Y7:41 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y 7:47 PM

oh btw. mrs goh showed us this during music :D

http://youtube.com/watch?v=by8oyJztzwo

omg and then i realised im attracted to guys who can play guitars.
LMAO SO COOL =3
AHHHHHHHHHH
*FAINTS* :D


with love: xue (: Y7:47 PM

Y 6:33 PM

this is a email i got o-o

Woman has Man in it;
Mrs. has Mr . in it;
Female has Male in it;
She has He in it;
Madam has Adam in it;

No wonder men always want to be inside women!
Men were born between the legs of a woman,
yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman....
Why?
BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME

Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now...
I never looked at it this way before:
Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?
MENtal illness
MENstrual cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnecologist
AND ..
When we have REAL trouble,
it's a HISterectomy.

to the women.this is to brighten ur day :]
to the men.this is to annoy u >:]


with love: xue (: Y6:33 PM

Y 6:28 PM

When a Girl is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind
When a Girl is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.
When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ..
she is wondering how long you will be around
When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...
she is not at all fine
When a Girl stares at you ...
she is wondering why you are lying
When a Girl lays on your chest ...
she is wishing for you to be hers forever
When a Girl wants to see you everyday...
she wants to be pampered.
When a Girl says ' I love you ' ...
she means it.
When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ...
no one in this world can miss you more than that
Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person...

Find a Guy ...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ...
kisses your forehead
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you...
and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '


with love: xue (: Y6:28 PM

Y 6:11 PM

♥HELLO♥


:D


okayy...library today...I SWEAR.MY JUNIORS ARE THE WORST JUNIORS ANYONNE CAN EVER GET.SO DAMN LAZY AND NOISY X.X AND MRS LEE AHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANNA #$@%#^%#@%#$ STRANGLE HER ALREADY -.- ZZZ


anyways i suddenly decided to borrow alot of books.so i borrowed like...8 LOL


;x



lmao xD and then this is my NEW PLANNER from the NEW BOOKSHOP :D


AND THERES POOH BEAR! xD

be nice.say hi :D


with love: xue (: Y6:11 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 Y 2:05 PM

HELLO :D

hehehe history tesst today.hmmm nothing to say @.@
then during science...WAH PIANG $#@$%@#%@#$ ._. I SWEAR.E________ ____ IS THE MOST.ANNOYING.ZI YI WEI SHI.PERSON EVER.BESIDES THAT.SHE KEEP ASKING ME TO MOVE TO ANOTHER SEAT JUST CUZ SHE WANTS TO SIT WITH ______ $#%@#$% I GOT SOOOOOOOOO PISSED THAT I WAS SOOOOOO QUIET FOR THE NEXT FEW HOURS THATS CHERRI THEY ALL THOUGHT I GUI SHANG SHEN.i wasnt only pissed cuz of that larh.cuz of some other stuff too...but hmm...dun rly wanna say xD

THE HAPPY STUFF :D
Y2K~!!!!! :D
YTD PLAYED WITH ALOT Y2K PEOPLE :D BUT ERM
ARUKI IS KNOWN AS...CANDY? o-o
ANGEL=CANDYFLOSS
JANE=LOLLIPOP
AND ME ISH SUAN MEI :D
hehehehe
and they were snatching fr me xD
*smirks* :P
hehehe waited for jie on9 but nv ): but next morning i saw her sms she say she went on after i on and angel tell her i wait v long x.x
well...she sent last night luh.but mum took me phone cuz i nv answer her call again ._. zzz ohwell xD

I REALLY WANNA GO Y2K CHALET D:
BUT STUPID EXAM IS THEN >.<>
AND I DUN THINK MUM WILL ALLOW IF I TELL HER ITS PEOPLE FROM ON9? ._.
3d2n D:
I WANNA GO!!!!! TT

I LOVE Y2K
and aruki ;x
and angel ;x
and jie ;x
and jane ;x
mai snatch me xD :P
*bhb* :P


with love: xue (: Y2:05 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008 Y 11:33 AM

THIS POST IS RESERVED FOR ME TO POST WHEN I GET HOME.KNOW WHY? EASY.CUZ I WANNA POST PICTURES.:D SO BE PATIENT AND WAIT! :D



HELLO!

HAH! imma take the maple and couple one =3 ugly one give cherri ;x kekeke shh xD
OMGOMGOMG WENT IKEA YESTERDAY.THIS CAKE IS SOOO NICE THAT I BOUGHT THE WHOLE BOX HOME :D CHOCOLATE!!! =3 its damn nice and i dun care if i grow fat from it :D


with love: xue (: Y11:33 AM

Y 11:16 AM

HELLO ALL :D

THIS IS TO WISH BABY HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY :D
MUMMY LOVES YOU!
xoxo LUVLUV WORHS! :D

okay...hmm...today gonna buy cash.omfg im gonna be so broke.buying for cherri 2 also.she oni gimme 20.still owe me 1.40 xD
okay...y2k rawks.lmao need to buy cash for y2k attire de.but jie say i donate 500k to FAM get 1 item.so basically i have to earn...1.5m ._. and i oni got 400k D: go home must chiong bubp le ._. gahh D:
btw ethel is doing sick sounds during cs.like SERIOUSLY SICK.I MEAN IT ._.


with love: xue (: Y11:16 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008 Y 2:50 AM

HELLO :D

IM LVL 14!!! xD heehees and im like 9k exp away from lvl 15 CHIONGED AHHHH
btw i changed name :D to ~Y2K~ShaDan :D wahahhaa i passed 700k test xD but now me wan upgrade!!! 1m to knight D: ME GONNA CHIONGGGGGGGG ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH X.X play until wan tu xue.oh yea and i played my story. from 8% now 23% :D but stuck there ._. STUPID 8k ALL 8k DAMN HARD DE TT DIE LUHH D:

oh and i couldnt stand it. i bought 30 days premium. lmao so now i shall go and add kailin then go sleep :D


with love: xue (: Y2:50 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008 Y 2:55 AM

WAHLAO I SWEAR.HES A FUCKING JERK $#@%#@$%#@%#@^#$ KNN THIS KIND OF GUY ALSO HAVE.WTF SIA.BEST HE GO OUT KANA BUS BANG EYEBALL FLY OUT LET PEOPLE MAKE DOG FOOD $#@%$@#% WAHLAO FUC MAN.WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM? THINK HE BIG AH?MA DE.WHO WAN U IS BA JIU TA STAMP.NO WONDER KANA DUMP SO MANY TIMES.HUO GAI.TMMMMMMMMMMMMMMADE


with love: xue (: Y2:55 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008 Y 7:07 PM

THIS IS TO CERTIFY THAT SOME GUYS CAN BE SUCH JERKS.TMD.

anyways...todae stayed back for maths remedial.I KNOW HOW TO DO!!!!! AMAZING.LOL LMAO xD and then went to westmall with maryanne.piang havent been there for...3 years?O_Olols then eat swensons O_O student lmao 9.80 +free flow of drink but me oni drink one cup xD then maryanne greedy go order drink then cannot finish LOL ermserms then she pass by the kiddy art thing oni DRAG ME ._. in the end hav to do with her.then we saw one that looked as retarded as cherri LOL so we decided to do for her xD and wee named him JIM LOL! btw jim is the name of the fly that cherri kissed LOL and her future husband xD ;X but then jims eyes turned out to be a disaster x.x the eyeball mix with the eye so in the end like he kana punch in the eye.GREY LOL X.X we stand there laugh dunno how long people think we siao LOL ;x and then maryanne.DAMN FARNYYYYYY LOL she dunno say what joke la then me laugh at her she think me laughing at her joke then said "ohmygod i have so many funny bones" LOL!
me: do u even know what funny bones are?
maryanne:no?yes?i dunno?
me: HAHAHAHAHAHA ITS THE BONE AT UR ELBOW LA IDIOT.THE ONE WHEN U HIT IT THEN WILL NUMB DE. U DUNNO STILL ANYHOW HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
maryanne: OH ISIT? OPPS SO I GOT ONE FUNNY BONE
me: ONE? LMAO ONE.ONE.HAHAHAHA
maryanne: EH? WRONG AH? OPPS! TWO!
me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

;x
then todae fen and yan ask me go out de me now stomache so duwwan go le ]:

todae had home econs! DID THE FASHION SHOW. WOOOOOOOOOOOOT
these are my scores :D
holiday assignment 10/10
three stiches sewing 15/15
t shirt design+presentation(fashion parade)+workmanship 19/25
so total 45/50
:D 90/100
WOOT HIGHEST xD
;xx BUT HORH DAMN PRESENTATION I FORGOT BRING BOTTOM.SO IN THE END PARADE WITH FBTs. LOL LOOK LIKE SHYT D:


with love: xue (: Y7:07 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008 Y 5:28 PM

okayy...i officially declare.I ROCKZ LOL
I PAWNED EVERYONE ON AUDI xD ME RAWKS~~~ :P


with love: xue (: Y5:28 PM

Y 2:47 PM

okay...this is just to say that i SERIOUSLY THINK MS L____ IS DAMN BIAS o-o well...alot of people think so. but thats not the point.the point is. I FAILED MY MATHS TEST AGAIN.BADLY.AS EXPECTED.WOW. =.=... and got like ALOT careless ._. gahh stupid la.whatever ._.
and me packed some stuff into boxes le xD next is pack me wardrobe and room x.x DIE D: lols
JASON GO GENTING SO LONG BO COME BAC ME THOUGHT U KANA BLOWN AWAY LO~~~


ANYWAYS A DAMN CUTE PIC OF POOH BEAR WHEN ME COME BACK SEE HIM ON THE BED ;x me see le me ;D! ;x


with love: xue (: Y2:47 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Y 3:36 PM

YOZ!

rained this morning :] me stand there get wet so shiok LOL me love rain. xD
think me fever le ._. D:
hmmmm no more dance so now one week twice PE ._. EH THOSE PEOPLE NV DO 2.4 DE
LUCKY LORH.POSTPONE ANOTHER WEEK CUZ OF RAIN ._.
but me happie i got it over with anyways xD no regrets :P
went to the "gym" during PE today ;O ME WORKED ME ERM TRICEPS AND ERM LEGS LUH .THEN ME RUN THE TM. ;D LOLS ME LOST CALORIES ;x ME RUN SPEED 9.9 LOL NIEC NUMBER EH ;X hehehehe anyways I WANNA GO PLAY AUDI LE.SEE RICH KIA ON ANOT ;D SEEYA O_O


with love: xue (: Y3:36 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Y 6:28 PM

okay...home ;D did i mention in the previous post that during maths test today.my calculator no batt? =.= THEN AFTER THAT CAN. %#@%#@% =.=....suay dao zzzz.The person who set the stupid paper SERIOUSLY ought to be chopped into 945648163218631 pieces and thrown out of the window.into the mud pile.with mr cheng.okay...AC....played whacko.lmao.shirley keep kana sabo ;O went up 5 times LOL then her forfiet was lick fire estinguisher.SHE LICKED IT.LMAO.then yirongs was to propose to razak with her shoe LOL sibeh funny xD AND EHHEM.LYN AND KAILIN.STOP TRYING TO FIND OUT WHO MY EX IS.OR HIS NAME.I DUN GIVE SECRETS AND I DUWWAN TO KNOW URS.SO BE NICE SENIORS.STOP BULLYING ME.piang eh duwwan tell u nia u trash me bag ._. tell u cannot find anything de la.if i wanted to let u know.zao jiu shuo le.and i dun intend to play any truth or dare anytime soon also :] so u two wont find out :]

in the bus got this crazy botak indian man O___O
keep pointing at me and rub his head then say dunno what rubbish.me hear mp4 cannot hear what he say.-.- sot de D: maybe he doesnt like people with hair O_O D: lols then this malay boy.act tough=.= bo hold anything.bus turn he almost fell LOL ~.'

okay nothing le ;O me go play audi :P AUDI SERVER MAINT. ITS MAJOR PATCH.wtfishy.still major worh.wouldnt have known unless socksie tell me =.=

HWEELING™ says:
today is the
HWEELING™ says:
major patching o.o

i swear.if audi adds something stupid like the chance thingy again.imma $%#@%#@$%#@$ gm ._. THE NEW CHANCE IS RETARDEDDDDDDDDDDDD D:


Dear Clubbers,
Due to the Major Network upgrading that will be taking place on 22nd July 2008, from 0000hrs to 1700hrs (+8 GMT). We are pleased to present the reimbursement plan to you below.
- Extension of expiry for ALL cash items for 24 hours
** Above reimbursement plan will be carry out within 21st July 2008, 2300hrs(+8GMT). Please logout safely before the reimbursement.
Note: Game Service will be unavailable 2300HRS(+8GMT).
We apologize for the inconvenience caused.
- AuditionSEA Administrator

uh god.are u serious?UNTIL ELEVEN?ELEVEN?!ELEVEEEEEEEEN?!?!?! WTTTTTTTTTTTTT FISH O__________O their seventeen hours sure extend =.=...ZZZ
._. yawnnn

LYN AND KAILIN.U WONT BE ABLE TO DIG ANYTHING OUT SIO.STOP TRYING.I WONT TELL.AND STOP STEALING ME MONEY.IM BROKE. THANKS YOU ;O
AND KAILIN.STOP TRYING TO SABO ME FOR WHACKO.STOP CALLING ME NAME ._. me almost kana whack D:

oh yea me saw mr cheng today.PACKING HIS STUFF HAHAHA ;x erm whoops ;x bye mr cheng! xD

bytheways planet fitness was cancelled so they had to put in a new health month activity...guess what....*drumrolls* ICE SKATING!!!!!! ;D WHEET!IM SO GONNA SIGN UP.I CANT CYCLE AND I NEVER TRIED ROLLER BLADING SO LIKE.DUH even thought its like most ex o-o"

im drinking soup xD.i swear.mums make the best soup
ME LOVE MY MUM xD AND SHE BOUGHT ME CALIFORNIA HANDROLLS~~muahaha
*smirks*


with love: xue (: Y6:28 PM

Y 1:56 PM

HELLO ;D

okay...lets start from sunday....hmm...at night went to the jiu sansan (9.33) event at IMM.just to watch energy LOL well...my sister wanted to.so i was dragged there.me just stand there stare at the sky.piang got one woman stand on the chair so annoying keep shaking and swaying.keep moving the chair infront so noone can see.zzz then she sing so horrible somemore ;x ca si lang x.X heh then yan couldnt see anything.cuz shes too short xD HAHAHA I CAN SEE~:P *smirks*
then niu nai sang.piang i swear.hes so ugly O___O and fakeeeeeeee D: cant stand him.then when that finish(we nv watch till the end luh.who cares) yan stone.bo see escalator.then energy went up ;O she dint get to take pictures.lmao.then curse and swear ;O tell u me mum now influenced by yan.everyday listen 933.now like aunty.everyday talk bout it.damn annoying.-.-...she was the one that wanted to chase up to the carpark somemore worhx! ._.

okay...then monday ;O

i played audi ;D had fun wahahahaha stayed in the same room for like...5-6 hours.the room existed for like 7-8 hours LOL >=D the guy open for the first 2 hours.then me help him PRESERVE the room when he went for lessons.then he nv come back ._. lol but anyways the room was club.can u imagine how many club games i played ._. THEN GOT ONE BANGLA ;O CHICKEN HEAD.WEAR BASKETBALL CLOTHES DE.REQ CPL WIT ME.i pretend pretend bo see LOL but hes quite cute la ;O but me just got out of a DEATH.not gonna jump in to another one.what do u think i am.STUPID? =.= then stupid darling.whole day bo sms me >=( imma dao her le.this morning also no sms me.hmph.

TODAY.

BLOODY MATHS TEST SO HARD ._. eh me practically left more then half blank ;O bloody hell.and this test is like 60% of ca2 =.=....DIEEEEEEEEEE sure die confirm die.so dead.mati.
then got back science and chinese test. both fail LOL teacher say both very badly done D: for like entire level.science i got 8/40 and chinese 23 and half/50 =.=..... maaaaaaaaati D: still got geog paper havent sign.think i take out all three papers my mum will heart attack ._. choi.*touch wood* D: TT
so sian.have to stay back for AC.siaaaaaaaaan until 6 D: go home if yan home le then cannot play audi TT DID ME TELL U I SPENT 1m 50k ON CLOTHES? LOL I POK LE ;D then me wan buy one more set cash clothes ;x need bout 30k rounded up x.x now brokeeeeeeee need save.lmao anyone wanna gimme early bday present? :P JASON.U! ;D U RICH KIA.GIMME! ;D ;x ME UR DARLING RITE? LOL SOMEMORE KNS DARLING.=.= GIMME SIA RICH KIA T_T.anyways got people wan sponser me join guild. ;O quite new de.another rich kia.buy 365 days monkey.31k ._. he wan sponser me name changer to join guild w0rhx.should i join? O_O"

JASON.GIMMEEEEEEEEE O_O"


with love: xue (: Y1:56 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008 Y 9:35 AM

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH x435654756756

I JUST HAD.THE.SCARIEST.DREAM.EVER.
O________________________________________O!

I DREAM THAT ERM H___I T__ HATES ME TO THE CORE O_O!

I DUNNO.ERM LIKE DUNNO GO.MOUNT FUJI.THEN DUNNO WHY HIS WHOLE FAMILY AND ME WHOLE FAMILY GO O_O! THEN WHATEVER I SMS HIM HE SAY SOME HORRIBLE THINGS BACK $#@%#% EVEN WHEN I ASK HIM JY o-o"!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
then the toilet dunno why =.= link de =______~ then his bros all inside and me and erm my cousin? o-o" then they all suan me D: ALL HATE ME #$%#@$% T_T aiyarh then go there afew days all see me then sure say sth bad D: HE EVEN WANTED TO TELL MY MOTHER BOUT I DUNNO WHAT $@#%#$%# FOOK THEN I CANNOT REMEMBER MUCH LE BUT THEN HE PURPOSELY WHEN I BESIDE THERE.ASK HIS FREN "WHAT SHOULD I BUY FOR ______?"I CANT REMEMBER THE ITEMS BUT I THINK ITS LIKE WASHING MACHINE, BOILER AND STH ELSE. LOL FUNNY EH.BUT THAT MEANS THEY LIVE TOGETHER LA POOPY HEAD T_____________________________T AHHHHHHHH I DUWWAN HIM TO HATE ME I DUWWAN HIM TO MARRY SOMEONE ELSE DSASADSAGVSDVASD T____________________________T!

AND AMAZINGLY.IM SWEATING.LIKE MAD.CAN U BELIEVE.SOMEONE WHO DOESNT SWEAT WEARING A JACKET ON eRMMMM WHAT DAY AH.CANT REMEMBER.STAND AT SCHOOL COURTYARD THERE FOR HOURS.NV SWEAT.AND NOW ME SWEAT.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAO DE BU LING HUAI DE LING T________T


with love: xue (: Y9:35 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008 Y 5:45 PM

more tests! ;]



You are Not Ready to Date Again
And deep down you probably know it.
Your ex is the number one thing on your brain.
And you're still suffering from the post break-up blues.
This is when you need to take care of yourself -
And take a break from men (especially your ex)

It's time for you to pamper yourself!
Warm bath, plenty of essential oils, and a good book.
Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?




You Should Honeymoon in Europe!
You are a traditional romantic at heart...
With a taste for fine wine, museums and beautiful walks.
You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris
Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible!

Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece
Where Would Your Dream Guy Take You on Your Honeymoon?




You Are 24% Independent
You're a little independent, but overall you tend to follow the crowd.
Fitting in is more important to you than you may realize.
Are You an Independent Woman?




You Are Picky When it Counts
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?




You Are Mostly Secure
In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!
Are You An Insecure Girl?




You are SO Jealous
You can't help but doubt your boyfriend, friends, and even family
You've been burned before - and it totally shows
But acting like a guard dog won't keep your guy... it will only push him away
Learn to trust a little more, and *all* your relationships will be better
Are You A Jealous Woman?




You Should Be With a Water Sign!
Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces

Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship
And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can
Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing
A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others.
What Sign Guy Should You Date?




You Couldn't Cheat On Your Guy
Not that you'd want to anyway!
You're incredibly loyal and honest...
Definitely not the cheating kind.
Could You Cheat On Your Guy?




He's So Over You, He Needs a New Word For "Over"
Girl, who do you think you're fooling?
Your ex isn't play hard to get.
He's playing, "Get the hell out of my life"
So even if you still have feelings for him...
It's time to say adios and find a new man
Is Your Ex Boyfriend Still Into You?




You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!
You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.
You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.
However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.
Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.
Do You Need a Man?


with love: xue (: Y5:45 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008 Y 11:45 PM

yay ;D finally done doing my new skin ;D weeeeee <3 took me forever to edit it.i practically changed almost everything =3 comment on it yea! anyone wan make blog tell me =3


with love: xue (: Y11:45 PM

Y 5:58 PM

today had home ec ;D hehehe still the only one that nv kana scolding by mdm wong =3 handed in my dress sense for teens assignment and got 15 ;D (i peeked) =3 i think its upon either 15 or 20 o-o ;D I GOT HIGHEST WOOOOOOT =3 then she go show people!!!!!!!DSCSADVSAV THEY COPY DDD: ME TOOK 5 HOURS TO DO THEY TAKE 15 MINUTES COPY D: tmd >.< anyways completed my shirt today ;D thought the fashion show today in the end next week.so many people nv finish some somemore nv bring -.- tmd cheat my feeling LOL do research for nothing x.x" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH cant wait for next home ec lesson =3 omg i use the sewing machine do neatening.turn out like sai LOL D:
then stayed back for maths remedial.I VOLUNTEER OKAY O=x IMMA MUG MATHS D: TEST ON MONDAY.DIE T_T STUPID ALGEBRA D:


with love: xue (: Y5:58 PM

Y 5:46 PM

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew

So many crazy memories of you and me
Like the time we drove to the OC
Got so lost we thought we would never get home
You know the night when i gave my heart to you
And you swore that you felt the same too
You said that you would never ever leave me alone
Out of nowhere you were gone
Into someone else's arms
Should have known
that she was more Than just a friend,
all the things i never knew
But i always trusted you
Never thought that she would wind up in the end
Your new girlfriend (your new girlfriend)
I believe what goes around comes around
So stay out of the deep end or you'll both drown
Even shallow water is over her head
You broke my heart but hey baby life goes on
Everything is down for a reason
Now i can see for me there's something better ahead
Out of nowhere you were gone
Into someone else's arms
Should have known
that she was more Than just a friend,
all the things i never knew
But i always trusted you
Never thought that she would wind up in the end
Your new girlfriend
I don't know what i was thinking
to let us Get this far,
cuz now that i see who you really are
You can have a new girlfriend
Out of nowhere you were gone
Into someone else's arms
Should have known
that she was more Than just a friend,
to think inside i think i knew
But i always trusted you
Never thought that she would wind up in the end....
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend (haahhaah)
Your new girlfriend


with love: xue (: Y5:46 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y 2:38 PM

HAHAHAHAHA 987 IS DAMN FUNNY "DOGS CAN HAVE PLASTIC SURGERY TOO AS LONG AS THEY PAY FOR THEMSELF LA BLOODY HELL, LMFAO THATS LIKE TELLING FLUFFY TO BUILD A SKY SCRAPPER OR...SURE!U CAN TAKE THE KEYS TO MY CAR" HAHAHAHA okay.anyways thursday...people tell me i look so sad.they ask me not to.i dun really know why i look sad...i mean maybe i do but i cant help it o-o"...

anyways ytd...cherri was damn funny hahahaha she was like singing "sang nila utama...lalala..."then suddenly "kanina"LMFAO? she obviously dint know what she was saying.she dint even know it was a bad word.HAHAHAHAHA I LAUGH UNTIL PENG xD

anyways im practically inseparable with pooh bear now...i bring him everywhere =3 besides the toilet...and when im going out... o-o hey common hes 20 inches what do u expect me to do...GEEEEEEZ 给你的爱给他<3

hmm...i found the birthday card i meant to give him... and the first card he gave me haizz..): T-T

hmm...got back geog paper today.wahpiang fail until cannot fail =.= whole class like dunno 30%pass? -.- f-ing hell D: lost 2 marks to stupid carelessness AHHHHHHHHHHH ): getting back science paper tomorrow....DIEEEEEEEE LA next week de maths test confirm die.algebra somemore -.-... MATI MATI MATI D: and i had me 2.4 today.mr ang ask ruth whether she ready she go say no -.- so he say we all next week then run.so me go ask him if i can do today.so i run lo then one person run -.- I DINT FAIL ;D run extra one run sia but timing 17:27

hmmm...planned to pack my wardrobe today...but now so lazy x.x think im just gonna stone :D


with love: xue (: Y2:38 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Y 2:11 PM

HELLO PEEPS :D had stupid chinese test today ._______> no time to finish DDDDD: TT dumbo larh D:
then alexis wrote in my notebook o-o hehehe ;D IN PINK LOL ;D
anyways JASON MAI SAD JYJY KEEP THE RELATIONSHIP GOING ;]
sometimes must give in to girlfriend arh mai bully her ;O
STUPID AC.TODAY MAKE US STAY BAC GO THERE 5 min then dismiss =.= say simi got HMT LC =.= stay back for nothing DDD: waste me time ~.'
jy!<3


with love: xue (: Y2:11 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008 Y 6:10 PM

hahaha
maryanne wrote me a testimonial in my notebook today :D

"Xtremely special
Unique
Elegant

Queen-like
Impossible"

hehehe *smirks* >=D

and i passed my flu to cherri ;x HEHEHE ;XX not me fault D:
but today sneez like sot AGAIN
then flu like DDDD:
i felt like micheal jackson ):
my nose is running away ):

had shakespear play today
omg i was shakin up there!!! D:
STAGE FRIGHT! TT

tomorrow is chinese test.
so screwed

p.s. IM SOOOOOOOOO GONNA FAIL THIS SCIENCE TEST
AND IMMA END UP IN SINGLE SCIENCE o-o"


with love: xue (: Y6:10 PM

Y 4:58 PM

那一年默默无言
只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经
不再精彩
你害怕结局所以

拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的
美好未来
你坚决

不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你

受了伤回来
叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是

放弃 你 放弃爱
放弃的梦被打碎
忍住悲衮
我以为 是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是 忘了 你 忘了爱

尽全力忘记我们
真心相爱 也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来
那一年默默无言

只能选择离开
无邪的笑容已经
不再精彩
你害怕结局所以

拼命伤害
说是我挡住你的
美好未来
你坚决

不希望我等待
我便默默的让你走开
如今你 受了伤回来

叫我如何接受这安排
我难过的是

放弃 你 放弃爱 放弃的梦被打碎
忍住悲衮
我以为 是成全
你却说你更不愉快
我难过的是 忘了 你 忘了爱

尽全力忘记我们
真心相爱 也忘了告诉你
失去的不能重来

I shouldn't love you
but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but i can't move
I can't look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know

This feelings takin control Of me
and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
It's gettin hard to

Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away
And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not

Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know

This feelings takin control Of me
and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know
This emptyness is killin me

I'm wonderin why i've waited so long
Lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
Now i'm waitin here
Been waitin here
Just so you know

This feelings takin control Of me
and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Though you should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before you go
Just so you know


with love: xue (: Y4:58 PM

Y 11:23 AM

you said you could'nt hurt her,
but how could you hurt me so bad?
how could you be so selfish,
as to only think of yourself
what was i to you?
what AM i to you?
When one is in love,
one always begins by deceiving one's self,
and one always ends by deceiving others.
That is what the world calls a romance.

falling in love is hardly simple but falling out of love is simply hard.
There's this boy in your life & he breaks your heart
& deep down inside you try so hard to get him back!
But y waste your time on him
when someome else is willing to fix repair you heart?
Your love use to be wholesome and sweet,
you use to give me kisses on my cheek
and tell me that you love me dearly
You use to make my heart skip a beat
but now all you do is make me bleed.
Crimson red tears are all that lie left on the ground
that use to say you and I forever,
now in end it comes to be a brokenhearted trend of misery blame.
Now its hard to walk a worn path
that use to be a love that was suppose to last.
Your face never seems to leave me whole,
it only seems to break me more,
all I wanted was your love
instead you gave me the door.
Now here I am alone
and fragmented malfunctioning viciously without you
broken without hope
now in the end do you dare to be despairing?
As the tear drops from my eye
I turn away from you and whisper good bye.
All of our memories from the past
get reviewed and placed on the self atlast.
I loved you all that I could and more
It's time to let you go and open the next door.
Another lesson learned,
another love lost
With my heart and soul as the cost.
The rain begins to fall and my emotions shall fly free
All the worries and stress will no longer be.
You touched my spirit and I lost control
It's time for me to make myself complete,
as one,
whole.
The shattered pieces of my heart
Will slowly mend,
no longer being apart.
You are gone and I am here
I hope you find happiness every time I shed a tear.
I loved you then,
now,
and forever
On yourself,
I hope you give up never
Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?
A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.
Forget The Times You Walked By,
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend,
I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend
When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later
That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears
Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them
It Makes You Want Them Even More?
My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You
And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You
As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,
Together Forever Shall We Be,
Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.
Even when I pour my heart out to you,
I'm not sure it shows,
that I love you more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them
I know in reality we can't be together,
so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me...
in my dreams you're mine forever.
I was reborn when you first kissed me.
Part of me died when you left me.
But now I still live,
waiting for the day you return to me.
You were always there for me
and so you give me the courage to stand alone.
I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me
Love is never lost.
If not reciprocated,
it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.
The hottest love has the coldest end.
Some of us think holding on makes us strong;
but sometimes it is letting go.
For few love can last a lifetime,
but for many not knowing when
to let go can hold them back forever.
If this is goodbye, don't come back
if this is the end, don't wake me up.
You broke me, you broke my heart,
you broke everything!
You turned my world upside down and inside out,
BUT I know it was worth it for
that one moment of love we had,
it's a shame it went bad..
You walk by me everyday and say hello.
Everyday you take time out to listen to me.
You talk to me,
smile at me,
laugh with me,
and have fun with me.
Well,
I talk,
smile
and laugh too,
but inside I'm hurting.
Deep down it hurts to be with you
because I love you and you are only a friend.
One day you'll ask me,
"which is more important to you, me or your life"
I'll say, "My life"
and you'll go and leave me
without knowing that you are my life...
It takes a couple seconds to say Hello,
but forever to say Goodbye.
I dont miss him,
I miss who I thought he was
Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You
No Guy Is Worth Your Tears
& When You Find The One That Is
He Won't Make You Cry
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
If It Comes Back It's Yours,
If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be
Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You,
Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You,
Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You,
Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You
Time will make you forget me
but time will make me love you more than before.
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you,
but I did, I do and I will.
My heart longs for you,
my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you,
my empty arms reach out for you.
Forget who hurt you yesterday,
But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.
Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.
Boyfriends come and go,
but friends are forever.
The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye.
No pleassure,
no expressions
just an illusion of what should of but wasnt.
I hate you for not letting me have you.
Forget the times he walked by,
Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend,
Remember now he's just your friend.
The day you finally decide to love me
will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...
I had a dream and it was about you ...
I smiled and recalled the memories we had ...
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ...
you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...


with love: xue (: Y11:23 AM

Saturday, July 12, 2008 Y 11:00 PM

had no appetite again tonight ):
abit of stingray then thought of you again ):
why cant the hurt just go away ):
i miss you like crazy ):
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
(repeat 1)
Ohh, oh
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
(rpt 1)
Un-break my
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on
Don't know where to start
somethin' ain't goin' right
Feel it in my soul cuz i've tried, oh baby
Try to keep you satisfied, please don't cry
I just think we both need time
I just feel that we are in the same room
But living two worlds apart
And it's causing too much pain
(She Said)
Baby can you please just stay
It ain't too late to work this thing out
(I Said)
Girl this ain't easy for me
At least the truth is comin' out
(She Said)
Why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I Said)
Baby I'm sorry, I think it's time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay
I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave
Cuz I think it's time we let go
See these teardrops fallin' from your eyes
But that don't change my mind, oh baby
Please don't make things more difficult then they gotta be
I can't take no more, this is killing me
Everytime I look at you I see more
Reason for me to leave you
And it's causing me too much pain
(She Said)
Baby can you please just stay
It ain't too late to work this thing out
(I Said)
Girl this ain't easy for me
At least the truth is comin' out
(She Said)
Why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I Said)
Baby I'm sorry, I think it's time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay
I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave
Cuz I think it's time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay
I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave
Cuz I think it's time we let go
Baby can you please just stay
It ain't too late to work this thing out
(I Said)
Girl this ain't easy for me
At least the truth is comin' out
(She Said)
Why can't we make up like the last time
I'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I Said)
Baby I'm sorry, I think its time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay
I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave
Cuz I think it's time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay
I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave
Cuz I think it's time we let go
-whatever happened to "i love you no matter what"? ]:


with love: xue (: Y11:00 PM

Y 11:43 AM

i cant sleep ):
feeling nauseous all night ):
stupid headache wont go away either ):
fever and fengmo back also):
and stupid sorethroat):
only slept at 7+ in the morning ):
been hugging pooh bear ):
a teddie might not hug back but...
sometimes their all youve got ):
i duwwana accept reality):
cuz reality sux ):



Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside'
Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes


with love: xue (: Y11:43 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008 Y 10:56 PM

god must hate me
the fourteen years
the miserable fourteen years...
none of the wishes came true
even the one which i had truthfully wished for
even making the wish under lovers bridge "fake gondola" in genting dint come true
is there really god?
where is he in my fourteen years of life then?
is all i want too much to ask?
its just one simple request...
i wan him...
what are wishes?
they never come true
what are dreams?
they were made to dream but never made to fufil
what are promises?
they were made to be broken.


with love: xue (: Y10:56 PM

Y 10:13 PM

today had home econs...im so darn freaked out by the sewing machine D:
scared it sew me hair D: LOL
mdm wong is mad -.-
she screams at people for no reason
lol but me oni one no kana LOL
me tshirt sux -.-
why people say nice D: bat jiu ta stamp D:
next week is the fashion show ahhhhhhhhhhh me need to do the gathering
but im not in the mood to do anything
so weak
i cant miss you
i always feel so weak and faint
severe headaches
i feel like i cant breathe
just wanna die on the spot ]:


with love: xue (: Y10:13 PM

Y 10:11 PM

forget him
forget his name
forget his face
forget his kiss
his warm embrace
forget e love that u once knew
remember he has someone new
forget him when they played ur song
remember when u cried all nite long
forget how close u two once were
remember he has chosen her
forget u memorized his walk
forget e way he used to talk
forget e things he used to say
remember he has gone away
forget his laugh
forget his grin
forget the dimples on his chin
forget the way he held u tight
remember he's wid her tonight
forget e time that went so fast
forget the love that moved its past
forget he said he'd never leave u
remember hes gone forever

life sucks


with love: xue (: Y10:11 PM

Y 9:46 PM

HELLO PEOPLE
DAMN PEK CHEK NOW
TODAY FORGOT TO BRING KEY
WAITED OUTSIDE FR ALMOST 5 HOURS
ZZZ
BLOODY BAG SO HEAVY SOMEMORE
IN THE BUS STUPID BAG SCRATCH ME TWICE THEN BLEEDING -.-
OW!
COME HOME REALISED I NV BRING KEY
SOMEMORE PAPERBAG TORE
WAH FIIIIIIIIIIIISH D;
then stone there lo... stare at THE SPOT...
i miss my pineapplehead ): i know im not supposed to...
but i just cant help it
until outside rly breakdown sia
x.x
then neighbours so many walk pass see =\
piang eh i wan drill hole hide
those times that u were there for me when i locked myself out
those times i din't appreciate
now seems so precious but i lost it all...
i know you said theres no more chances but...

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Oooooo
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
But you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
Oooooo
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
(crazy)
Oooooo
How can you walk away, Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Oooooo
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Oooooo
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do
[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
i cant help it...


with love: xue (: Y9:46 PM