everyday is a fashion show & the world is your runway.

Thursday, October 15, 2009 Y 11:11 AM

this is an extremely expired post.
fame was awesome!a total must watch
very inspiring movie, great vocals and great faces.
totally worth watching in theatres (:

in school now!
having some adobe thingy.
im bored ):
and hungry ):
anyway, heres a little something of what i did x)



with love: xue (: Y11:11 AM

Friday, October 2, 2009 Y 2:59 PM

dear diary,
today, the sky fell and crushed me

im beginning to hate life.):
stupid exams

or maybe its just the other shit stuff thats happening

i never wanna see another firefly in my life


with love: xue (: Y2:59 PM

Thursday, October 1, 2009 Y 5:54 PM

dear diary,
this song has beautiful lyrics

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5"
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadilliac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that
She used to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs buck of 5
So I guess she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you used to look at me that way

What makes her so much better than me (so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be
What makes her your every dream and fantasy
Because I can't remember when it was me

That made you smile
That made you laugh
Even if it makes you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Your kind of girl
Nothing about me has changed

That's why I'm here wondering


with love: xue (: Y5:54 PM

Y 5:30 PM

dear diary,
this song so deserved the VMA awards(even though im also a fan of beyonce)


You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
She doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in my room
It's a typical tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see That i'm the one Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see That i'm the one Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see That i'm the one Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTaPVlyEQc8

im just that girl in t-shirts, the girl next door



with love: xue (: Y5:30 PM

Y 4:34 PM

dear diary,
today, the sky fell

i forgot to bring my keys today again.): (not the first time, not gonna be the last)urgh.but martin came to my rescue!*superman theme song* im so ultra super glad that i now have a brother in law working at my school. without him i would have had to wait until someone coms home (5-6 hours) and i have to sit outside!everyone who walked past must have thought what a big idiot i was.i hope martin doesnt quit his job at SC to work full time in SOTA.ill be sad.very very sad.my senile-ness is getting worse.i need like fish oil or ginseng or something.when i went to print something at the library i almost
forgot my ez link car(yes, AGAIN) btw it happens almost everytime i use the comp at the library. and there was a few times i walk to the bus sttop then i realised.): there was even once mrs tan had to drive all the way to my house to pass me my card!(it was a friday, no choice but to ask for her help) [she offered to send it to my house uh!dont say i ill treat teachers.i wanted to collect from her house or something]...why am i being punished.): im senile at the age of 15!

half the school ponned school today.honestly i think its dumb.
does attention seeking make you happy?i know nobodys perfect and ive tried to let it go.but im sorry i just cant.

i honestly hope youre happy now. i guess a firefly still would settle for a butterfly.and its officially a fact fireflies are big fat liars.


with love: xue (: Y4:34 PM