Monday, July 14, 2008 Y 11:23 AM you said you could'nt hurt her, but how could you hurt me so bad? how could you be so selfish, as to only think of yourself what was i to you? what AM i to you? When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance. falling in love is hardly simple but falling out of love is simply hard. There's this boy in your life & he breaks your heart & deep down inside you try so hard to get him back! But y waste your time on him when someome else is willing to fix repair you heart? Your love use to be wholesome and sweet, you use to give me kisses on my cheek and tell me that you love me dearly You use to make my heart skip a beat but now all you do is make me bleed. Crimson red tears are all that lie left on the ground that use to say you and I forever, now in end it comes to be a brokenhearted trend of misery blame. Now its hard to walk a worn path that use to be a love that was suppose to last. Your face never seems to leave me whole, it only seems to break me more, all I wanted was your love instead you gave me the door. Now here I am alone and fragmented malfunctioning viciously without you broken without hope now in the end do you dare to be despairing? As the tear drops from my eye I turn away from you and whisper good bye. All of our memories from the past get reviewed and placed on the self atlast. I loved you all that I could and more It's time to let you go and open the next door. Another lesson learned, another love lost With my heart and soul as the cost. The rain begins to fall and my emotions shall fly free All the worries and stress will no longer be. You touched my spirit and I lost control It's time for me to make myself complete, as one, whole. The shattered pieces of my heart Will slowly mend, no longer being apart. You are gone and I am here I hope you find happiness every time I shed a tear. I loved you then, now, and forever On yourself, I hope you give up never Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be? A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried. Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry, Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More? My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does. Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know. Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever. I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me. You were always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone. I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart. This better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. The hottest love has the coldest end. Some of us think holding on makes us strong; but sometimes it is letting go. For few love can last a lifetime, but for many not knowing when to let go can hold them back forever. If this is goodbye, don't come back if this is the end, don't wake me up. You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad.. You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend. One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life" I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me without knowing that you are my life... It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye. I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You, Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You, Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before. If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will. My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you. Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today. Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth. Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever. The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye. No pleassure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasnt. I hate you for not letting me have you. Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can, Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend. The day you finally decide to love me will be the day after the day I have given up on chasing you I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me... I had a dream and it was about you ... I smiled and recalled the memories we had ... then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...
 with love: xue (: Y11:23 AM
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