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Wednesday, August 27, 2008 Y 7:28 PM

i tried to control these tears
these stupid tears
i tried to keep u by my side
but the more i try
the harder i fall
why?
wtf is god trying to 'play' with me?
i cant take this any longer
im sick and tired of people asking me whats wrong
and yet i dun trust them to keep it a secret
and whats worse?
people dun even ask.
and yet to the people that ask
i have to pretend im fine
wtf? what is god yo?
like some giant playing monopoly and making my life living hell?
u can do what you want.
have the frens you want
i did my part of trying
time to do yours?
its no use sitting on ur ass and waiting
u say uve tried.
what DID u do?

damn bracelet.
ill just throw it away in the bin and you wont giv a damn


with love: xue (: Y7:28 PM