ahhhhhhhhhh.freak tard. cant sleep =_=
3 nights in a row.man im gonna die of insufficient sleep.(if thats possible)
and somehow i think it is =.=
i have decided to go to CHURCH
surprisingly enough.
yes.me.i need things to occupy myself so i dont think too much.
how sad is that.
ive practically locked myself in my house.
that is freaking depression in 1928
=_=
lets see if god exists.
(no offence to christians)
i'll know if my prayer comes true
in the mean time.i have NO IDEA whats gonna happen to me
i havent slept in days
and im not even feeling tired
(not even close)
and i DINT have coffee!!!
this is starting to REALLY freak me out.
i dint even know this could happen! x(
so now...
i shall rot..and stone...and wait for another day to come.
(sigh...)

(u might realise im trying to add colours cuz im totally BORED [considering the fact i cant sleep] AND i wanna cheer myself up.maybe a little colour could do that.considering ive been so black all the time)
{more yellow is good for me.[i think.i kinda searched considering i have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do]its somehow a cheery colour}

randomness--->i feel like eating ham ._.

with love: xue (: Y4:15 AM