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Friday, November 7, 2008 Y 2:49 PM

omg.its a sign.im dying
DDDDDDDD:
i was on my way to sch today ( to give the stupid appeal letter) and as usual i stood up.then when i was prepare to alight when i got that thingy again DDD: i couldnt see.AT ALL.and felt nauseous.BAD HEADACHE.yes as i said.AGAIN. i got it the first time i took bus to vivo except then my mum and sis were with me.that time was worse.i couldnt breathe using my nose.i had to use my mouth x( and i couldnt hear properly.PLUS when i tried to tell my mum i couldnt.nothing came out of my mouth.NO SOUND omygod i thought i was gonna die T_T but that was quite long ago so i thought it wont happen agn until TODAY.WADS WORSE IS I WAS ALONE.i couldnt see so obviously i couldnt alight.but after quite a long while i realised that i cant just stay in the bus.so i anyhow walk.(yes i bumped into literally EVERYONE NEAR ME) cuz i could hear this time when the doors opened.then when i got off i sat on the bus stop seat..after awhile i could see.but only in black and white.then i realised i was FAR from sch.so i called my mum x( she asked me to go home straight ): she said take bus back to sch (i wanted to walk) to give the letter.but then i refused to waste my 45 cents xP so i walked.i walked and walked...almost fainted x( i walked fr about 20 minutes.then when i gave the letter in the bus on the way home.i felt it coming again.the headache...i was like...omg nononono please not now T_T then when i got off i felt like i was gonna faint.like rlyrly faint and i took like 10 minutes just to climb the overhead bridge(LOL) when i got home heng my dad bought rice ): like a small box.(really small) my mum say maybe cuz i nv eat.but i think i got low blood pressure ): im gonna die people.IM GONNA DIE T_________________T
the last time is happened i had u...but now..
ur gone...
u used to tell me not to sit at the back of the bus...
because the engines were there...
u were afraid i would get hurt if there was an accident...
i miss u...):


with love: xue (: Y2:49 PM