Friday, May 29, 2009 Y 6:51 PM

with love: xue (: Y6:51 PM

Y 6:41 PM

these few days teachers hav been walking past me any saying i lost ALOT of weight
(so does my frens)
really meh? i think i look the same mah x.x
D:
ms sie and laoshi asked me to put on more weight.
hahaha.

with love: xue (: Y6:41 PM

aw man so cute

modern technology freaks me out.

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let her win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

edited from : Jesse Mccartney - Just so You Know

It's been about a year now
Ain't seen or heard from you
Been missing you crazy
How do you do you how do you sleep
I found the letter you wrote me
It still smells just like you
Damn those sweet memories

I tried my best at moving on have yet to find a guy like you
I see things that I didn't before and I'm wishing I had more time with you,
How do you stay awake knowing all I do is think of you
All the things we thought about that never will happen again if I could just see you

Baby all that I hear from friends again and again
I saw your girl at the game
I miss the conversation too

edited from : Jesse Mccartney - How Do You Sleep

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.

Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.

edited from : Daughtry - It's not over

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
then you slammed the front door shut

edited from : Chris Daughtry - Over You

And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
It's been months
And for some reason I just can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this enough is enough
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked Oct 25th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

edited from : Ne-Yo - So Sick

Our SongY
i remember those times