dear diary,
today, the sky fell

i forgot to bring my keys today again.): (not the first time, not gonna be the last)urgh.but martin came to my rescue!*superman theme song* im so ultra super glad that i now have a brother in law working at my school. without him i would have had to wait until someone coms home (5-6 hours) and i have to sit outside!everyone who walked past must have thought what a big idiot i was.i hope martin doesnt quit his job at SC to work full time in SOTA.ill be sad.very very sad.my senile-ness is getting worse.i need like fish oil or ginseng or something.when i went to print something at the library i almost
forgot my ez link car(yes, AGAIN) btw it happens almost everytime i use the comp at the library. and there was a few times i walk to the bus sttop then i realised.): there was even once mrs tan had to drive all the way to my house to pass me my card!(it was a friday, no choice but to ask for her help) [she offered to send it to my house uh!dont say i ill treat teachers.i wanted to collect from her house or something]...why am i being punished.): im senile at the age of 15!

half the school ponned school today.honestly i think its dumb.
does attention seeking make you happy?i know nobodys perfect and ive tried to let it go.but im sorry i just cant.

i honestly hope youre happy now. i guess a firefly still would settle for a butterfly.and its officially a fact fireflies are big fat liars.

with love: xue (: Y4:34 PM