everyday is a fashion show & the world is your runway.

Friday, April 9, 2010 Y 12:50 AM

i just watched hachiko
its officially the most beautiful sotry ever
and the movie that made me cry the most.):
words cant describe it.
if you havent watched the movie,GO WATCH IT!
the beautiful story of a beautiful man and a beautiful dog
i want to go to bedridge station one day to see the statue for myself


with love: xue (: Y12:50 AM

Monday, March 1, 2010 Y 6:40 PM

this morning was probably the most unexpected day of my life
even until now im still wondering if it really happened
this morning i woke up and took the bus to school as usual
then this sji guy(ive seen him a few times)was standing beside me due to the bus being like a can and we were the sardines.
after a while i noticed he was getting closer but then i concluded that i was thinking too much
however, after a while i saw him playing with his phone as if he was uncertain of something.
when i was reaching the guy nudged me and of course its natural instincts to look right?so i looked and then he lighted up his phone to show me this
"can i have your number pls?"
I WANTED TO DIG A HOLE AND BURY MYSELF(obviously i dont know how to reject him and i cant possibly give my number right?so i ended up smiling like an idiot the rest of the journey.
I FELT SO GUILTY.when the bus door opened i made sure i waited for him to get off first.and the poor boy ran out :/ so embarrassing!!!!even until now i still feel guilty!urgh.oh well.....ANYWAY.today i got back my bio papers too!
mrs mohan was talking about how shes proud of some people who improved and how she wants to see some people who did badly.(then she stared STRAIGHT at me with her big eyes look)and i expected that i did badly for the test(and dint improve), even though i studied like crazy i would fail again!(as usual) then she announced the highest in class and she CALLED MY NAME.

I GOT A HUGE SHOCK (so shock+shock=SHOCK in disbelief)and obviously i stared at her and asked if she's serious and she said yes!!!!!!!!!I GOT FIRST IN CLASS FOR BIO TEST.IVE NEVER FELT SO GLAD FOR A LONG TIME!IVE BEEN FAILING BIO SINCE EOYS LAST YEAR!then after that she talked to me about how this was actually a mindset thing right?and i was like ermmm yea(: then she asked me to influence my friends(right._.) THEN THERE CAME THE QUESTION THAT SHE MARKED WRONGLY AND MINUS-ED ONE OF MY MARKS but i found a additional mark in my essay questions so i basically got the same marks, BUT if i hadnt minus-ed the stupid one mark, i would have got A2 =_=

so angry at myself!i dint read the question properly and only drew 1 graph instead of 2!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.my A2 gone ): but i thank god for this awesome encouragement(i was about to give up studying because i always still failed)indeed God does everything in his time.(:
having CH interview this saturday at 2.:S


with love: xue (: Y6:40 PM

Friday, February 19, 2010 Y 9:45 PM

i guess there's a point in your life when you realize the people around you aren't who you think they are.and then you begin to realize that you don't have true friends you can count on. the world can be mean, people can turn around and stab you in the back but i guess you just gotta suck it up and move on.life has many distractions, you just have to learn how to not let them affect you


with love: xue (: Y9:45 PM

Friday, January 29, 2010 Y 11:31 PM

indeed you dont need to make excuses for "especially for me"


with love: xue (: Y11:31 PM

Friday, January 22, 2010 Y 11:58 AM

i survived surgery! barely ): i cant believe i have stitches through my teeth ):<
its ugly to the max ): not to mention the part about it hurting ):
i need lots of ice cream and chocolates!
the medicine just taste HORRID ): theres like 4 different types and their stuper hard to swallow with the teeth hurting and my sore throat ): i have to take medicine for sore throat too.that makes it 5 different types ._. and theres 2 bottles of mouth wash!its scary when i gargle cuz i feel like my teeth is gonna drop out ):
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need chocolates and ice cream!!!!!!
and chips.im gonna eat like theres no tomorrow once i take out the stupid stitches D=< (hey!i have to eat porridge forr one whole week okay! not cool! ):< )
on the bright side i have 5 days of MC.on the downside.my mum wants me to go back to school on Monday and she and me go yesterday.meaning i only have one day of MC ._.


with love: xue (: Y11:58 AM

Monday, January 18, 2010 Y 12:14 AM

good for you i guess you found your new best friend
maybe that explains your sudden change in personality?
or maybe i just dint know you well enough
yay you
face it.no ladybug will ever meet up to a butterfly
i want my jelly back


with love: xue (: Y12:14 AM

Saturday, January 16, 2010 Y 10:22 PM

who do i turn to now?
lifejust feels sodry...
i dont know what to do anymore
maybe sometimes the easy way out is for the best...
the tears flow and yet...
i dont know who to turn to

btw sorry for the dead blog


with love: xue (: Y10:22 PM